People have different obsessions... I'm obsessed with my name!  Kayla Rain!  Tell me that if that were your name you wouldn't be totally in love with it!  I'm such a little school girl, I doodle my name on EVERYTHING!  I love my name, the way it looks, and the way it sounds, esp. that it's so unique!  Every one of my friends and half of my co-workers call me Kayla Rain, not just plain old Kayla.  Anyone who knows me gets a total mental image of me when they hear someone say my name.  The other day I even overheard one of my friends, with a name I really like, say that they liked their name but not as much as they like 'Kayla Rain'.  You know, I had a blog post early on called Born for Porn because my name is pretty catchy, makes you think of someone famous right?  I joke with my staff all the time that I'm all about self promotion but as you can see from the fact that I own my own URL, I AM all about self promotion!

I have that tattoo pic posted out to the side there because I am SERIOUSLY considering getting another tat, and I think that the ribcage/side is a nice spot in terms of being able to cover it up.  I'm getting to the point where I think I could handle a big one (as if the one on my back weren't big enough right?)  Anyway, I'm not one to go out and get a tat of just anything because 'I think it's cute' my tats have to be something meaningful to me.  One thing I've wanted is a tat that expresses my courage or strength over the last several years as I've divorced and had to rebuild my life.  Anyway when I ran across that picture it really struck me, I think that tattoo is beautiful and I would like to do something similar if I could come up with the right meaningful word or phrase to remind myself of my own inner strength.  As I spoke to a few people at work about my dilemma they all said the same thing: get a tattoo of your name!  YOU are the strength, that's what Kayla Rain stands for!  I still don't know if it would be cheesy to get my own name tattooed on myself.  What do you think?

SO I got a chain letter text message today that stated something along the lines of "describe me in one word, just one. Then forward this to 10 people you know and see what responses you get back."  So of course I sent it to half of the people in my contacts list, not just ten, and I got responses like: fashionable, beautiful, amazing, phenomenal, blonde, etc.  I think the one thing everyone left out is... Vain!  I LOVE me!  And that's a good place to be.