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December 26th, 2006

11:38 PM

Happy birthday to me!

  • Quote of the Day: "Hey Shortie, it's your birthday, we're gonna party like it's your birthday!"

Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday dear Kayla, happy birthday to me!

Yes, it’s my 29th birthday and I’m feeling old!  Not so much because I think that 29 is old but because I really thought I was turning 28 and I woke up this morning and realized that somewhere I lost a year because I’m really 29!  Oh well, I get better with age!

This time of year it’s really easy to feel sorry for yourself and fall into the ‘poor me, poor me’ trap.  I’ve had to slap myself upside the head several times over the past two days because I keep almost slipping into that mode.  It really was a rough Christmas and Birthday this year.  Not because finances were tight but because I haven’t had people to share them with, this in turn turns into few presents.  Holiday gifts usually aren’t that big a deal to me, because one usually ends up with stupid coffee mugs and loads of home baked goodies that they really didn’t want anyway.  I guess not having someone to share the holidays with really is difficult!  I can understand why the suicide rate is higher this time of year, being alone can be lonely!  This is truly the first time ever in my adult life I’ve had no one to spend these special moments with.  Christmas morning I woke up alone, which yes was by choice because my sister invited me to spend the night; but I didn’t even have my son Christmas morning this year.  So yes, it’s easy to feel sorry for yourself…

But then I start to realize what the holiday was like for many others I know and I realize that I have NOTHING to complain about:

  • One of my co-workers spent Christmas morning in the hospital for alcohol poising from partying too heavily the night before.
  • One of my co-workers had her car broken into Christmas day and her windshield smashed.
  • One of my co-workers was in a head on collision 3 days before Christmas.
  • One of my co-workers’ husband was in a roll over crash 2 days before Christmas.
  • One of my co-workers’ mother was stoned off her ass Christmas day and then was pulled over for a DUI this afternoon for both alcohol and prescription medication and thrown into jail with a $4500 cash only bail… she’s still there.
  • One of my co-workers had a kidney infection.
  • Two of my co-workers are married and they and their 2 children spent Christmas with the flu.
  • One of my siblings didn’t even have a Christmas tree and the only reason their family had a Christmas was because of the kindness of others.
  • My Grandpa passed away last week and my Grandma spent her first Christmas in 69 years without her sweetheart beside her!

All in all I have realized that there is much to be thankful for.  Both my Christmas and Birthday were drama free.  I had people who love me call or send cards or texts or e-mails.  I got to see all of my siblings, nieces and nephews on Christmas Eve.  I got to share Christmas Day and evening with my son.  I have a good job, a nice car, a beautiful home and many material things.  I truly am blessed!  It was a merry Christmas and a happy Birthday!

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